PART 3: CATALIN’S TIMELINE
Preface
In the last part of the Catalin Taranu story the chief protagonist mainly has the floor. Except for the first section on Japan I have hardly added any comments and the text is an fairly literal transcription of Catalin’s words.
My social life isn’t what it used to be; I am no longer addicted to going out every day. Sometimes I am quite content just spending a day by myself at the computer.
Catalin ‘fresh 5-dan’ Taranu, 10th of June 2002, Nagoya, Japan
For the sake of good order I present a timeline of Catalin Taranu go facts:1973 March, born in the town of Gura in Rumania
1989 April, Catalin played his first game of go
1989 October, his first tournament, a perfect score as a 6-kyu
1990 September, as a 4-kyu beat his first 4-dan (!)
1991 to Bucharest for studies, playing with Christian Pop a lot
1993 with a score of 7 out of 10 obtained 6th place in EGC at Prague
1995 to Nagoya, Japan, at the invitation of Saijo 8p
1997 reached 1p, shortly after 2p, won 5th Fujitsu
1998 reached 3p, won 6th Fujitsu
1999 reached 4p, won 7th Fujitsu
2001 June, admission to the 'strong' pros by attaining professional 5-dan ranking
2008 European Champion
Japan
Living in Japan isn’t easy. This is especially true when it involves a foreigner resident in the country of sumo wrestling and pachinko. One hears sometimes that Japan is a close society, and that it is very hard to penetrate. ‘Either the person in question goes native, or he/she will never feel at ease amidst Japanese,’ is a fairly generally accepted opinion.
Apart from the conventional wisdom above it often seems Japan watchers stumble over one another to sell best the same dubious but well sounding platitudes in a taking (book) form. So a bit of an explanation of this is called for.Vice versa offering and accepting sometimes the rawest emotions is a custom current in many societies. Japan definitely does not belong to these. Morals do slacken a bit due to a rampant unemployment, but compared to inhabitants of other countries the Japanese are still strict and controlled. This doesn’t affect foreigners very much because the impression the average Japanese has of countries overseas and their inhabitants comprises among other things a kind of unlimited freedom. This more or less licenses the ‘gaijin’ (foreigners) not to take much notice of social rules and agreements. As a rule the Japanese are very friendly towards foreigners, whether they know the language or not. For foreigners that want to feel a little more at ease, learning the language and acquiring the local customs form the first challenge.The surprise in store for the serious student of Japanese after a couple of years of studying his head off is that even mastering the Japanese language well one gets nowhere fast with one’s customary standards concerning the contents of a conversation!
Preface
In the last part of the Catalin Taranu story the chief protagonist mainly has the floor. Except for the first section on Japan I have hardly added any comments and the text is an fairly literal transcription of Catalin’s words.
My social life isn’t what it used to be; I am no longer addicted to going out every day. Sometimes I am quite content just spending a day by myself at the computer.
Catalin ‘fresh 5-dan’ Taranu, 10th of June 2002, Nagoya, Japan
For the sake of good order I present a timeline of Catalin Taranu go facts:1973 March, born in the town of Gura in Rumania
1989 April, Catalin played his first game of go
1989 October, his first tournament, a perfect score as a 6-kyu
1990 September, as a 4-kyu beat his first 4-dan (!)
1991 to Bucharest for studies, playing with Christian Pop a lot
1993 with a score of 7 out of 10 obtained 6th place in EGC at Prague
1995 to Nagoya, Japan, at the invitation of Saijo 8p
1997 reached 1p, shortly after 2p, won 5th Fujitsu
1998 reached 3p, won 6th Fujitsu
1999 reached 4p, won 7th Fujitsu
2001 June, admission to the 'strong' pros by attaining professional 5-dan ranking
2008 European Champion
Japan
Living in Japan isn’t easy. This is especially true when it involves a foreigner resident in the country of sumo wrestling and pachinko. One hears sometimes that Japan is a close society, and that it is very hard to penetrate. ‘Either the person in question goes native, or he/she will never feel at ease amidst Japanese,’ is a fairly generally accepted opinion.
Apart from the conventional wisdom above it often seems Japan watchers stumble over one another to sell best the same dubious but well sounding platitudes in a taking (book) form. So a bit of an explanation of this is called for.Vice versa offering and accepting sometimes the rawest emotions is a custom current in many societies. Japan definitely does not belong to these. Morals do slacken a bit due to a rampant unemployment, but compared to inhabitants of other countries the Japanese are still strict and controlled. This doesn’t affect foreigners very much because the impression the average Japanese has of countries overseas and their inhabitants comprises among other things a kind of unlimited freedom. This more or less licenses the ‘gaijin’ (foreigners) not to take much notice of social rules and agreements. As a rule the Japanese are very friendly towards foreigners, whether they know the language or not. For foreigners that want to feel a little more at ease, learning the language and acquiring the local customs form the first challenge.The surprise in store for the serious student of Japanese after a couple of years of studying his head off is that even mastering the Japanese language well one gets nowhere fast with one’s customary standards concerning the contents of a conversation!
Apart from the conventional wisdom above it often seems Japan watchers stumble over one another to sell best the same dubious but well sounding platitudes in a taking (book) form. So a bit of an explanation of this is called for.Vice versa offering and accepting sometimes the rawest emotions is a custom current in many societies. Japan definitely does not belong to these. Morals do slacken a bit due to a rampant unemployment, but compared to inhabitants of other countries the Japanese are still strict and controlled. This doesn’t affect foreigners very much because the impression the average Japanese has of countries overseas and their inhabitants comprises among other things a kind of unlimited freedom. This more or less licenses the ‘gaijin’ (foreigners) not to take much notice of social rules and agreements. As a rule the Japanese are very friendly towards foreigners, whether they know the language or not. For foreigners that want to feel a little more at ease, learning the language and acquiring the local customs form the first challenge.The surprise in store for the serious student of Japanese after a couple of years of studying his head off is that even mastering the Japanese language well one gets nowhere fast with one’s customary standards concerning the contents of a conversation!
Displaying a colorful gamut of emotions combined with revealing personal secrets, which always works nicely to get to know new people in the West, is utterly useless here. So as a good gaijin with the best of intentions you come away with a flea in your ear for a couple of times and get looked at as if you come from Mars, before you learn that in Japan ‘doing something’ together is the social cement that builds and maintains friendships, and that words and emotions can almost be dismissed as accidental.The stranger who has succeeded in making Japan his/her home will the other way round have a very hard time moving about freely in a foreign society again, where you can laugh, cry, and say strange things in season and out of season. When Catalin came to Japan he knew neither the language nor social standards. Still he had quite an edge over the run-of-the-mill foreigner: he did have something he could do together with Japanese.
Pride
When I first came to Japan I was very proud of myself and of my go achievements. I had that attitude of ‘look, I may come here to learn but really I already know everything’.After my arrival I could join the insei league in Nagoya. Finishing first there over a year’s period was the only way to be recognized as a professional. Saijo took very good care of me and I really owe him everything.Look how strong I am, see how clever!
My attitude originally only made me unbelievably stupid. Saturdays and Sundays I used to play my insei games and I showed them to Saijo at home afterwards. I kept talking all the time, I showed Saijo everything and told him exactly what was the case and what I thought with every move. Time and time again I was holding a post mortem all by myself as if crying out: ‘Look how strong I am, see how clever!’ And there was Saijo on the other side of the board, looking on patiently with every once in a while a smile on his face. Sometimes also he made a funny face or stared into nothingness a bit bored. But he was always very, very patient with me and never interrupted.After a while it dawned upon me that it was a bit strange that I was using my games to tell Saijo what the game was all about while he never spoke. It still hurts when I recall the realization when I finally caught on to how unbelievably stupid I was carrying on.So from that moment on I tried and restrained myself. I talked less and less and but for an incidental question I didn’t speak much more. And, lo and behold, Saijo sensei started explaining and commenting more and more. Now the proper learning really started. I finally had access to his enormous knowledge of the game and realized once again how dumb I had been not to give him more room before. Nevertheless I couldn’t restrain myself completely and every once in a while I fished for a compliment. When Saijo showed me something, I would say: ‘Yes, yes, I’ve been thinking of that; I ended up not playing it but I have given it a lot of thought’. At which Saijo regularly answered: ‘Very good, very good’. Although I think I didn’t really deserve it he always was very friendly. A teacher like Saijo is a must.
So little by little first my pride and then my conceit went overboard. For you know, we have a lot of superfluous pride, such a tremendous lot. I just said that Saijo was friendly but in the first place this really concerns didactic technique and not friendship. It goes to show that Saijo is a first rate teacher.What I mean is this. You can try to tell someone something in a manner like: ‘You must do it this or that way’, but this will almost inherently cause a reverse reaction. If as a teacher you try to force an idea upon the pupil chances are that this doesn’t work and that the idea will be rejected. Then the teacher can of course try and face the pupil down and press home vigorously that he knows what he is talking about, but Saijo knows as no other that mostly the result is that both parties use up a lot of energy without making any progress. So he waited for me, abundantly clearly being of the opinion that the pupil must ask for knowledge of his own accord.That Saijo dodged a direct teacher pupil confrontation is what helped me most on the road to being a pro, I think. It lasted about two months before I quieted down a little. Having a teacher like Saijo is really a must to climb the ladder. I understood from stories of foreign insei in Tokyo that a teacher doesn’t have to be on such terms with the students. For that reason alone becoming a pro there seems to me to be very difficult.
Mathematics and Attitude
Although my interest and training in mathematics originally came in handy with learning go, I don’t think a mathematical approach is the key to top level go. Like I said before, the right attitude is in my opinion much more important. I don’t exactly know about intelligence and talent. Every once in a while people compliment me that I must be very clever to be such a good go player. Only that is not true at all. Also, I don’t really excel at other games; the only one I play fairly well next to go is the computer game of civilization. There are so many things you have to take into account in this game and you have an enormous liberty to make decisions; it is definitely a bit similar to go. But all right, talent for playing go has nothing to do with cleverness in daily life. Therefore it is not my aim to become more clever but to improve my attitude. This has already made considerable progress but probably not enough yet.I think it is more important to overcome your own weak points (=attitude) than of beating the strong points of your opponent. Confidence, of course, has a great deal to do with that. As long as before playing a game against a 9-dan I have the idea that I can’t expect to win, losing seems to be almost the only option open. When I played a couple of games on the Internet Go Server against Yamashiro 9p we won the same number of games. But I only found out it was him the next day. If I had known before that my opponent was a strong 9-dan pro I probably wouldn’t have been able to win a single game.with confidence everybody can exploit his strong points
With confidence everybody can exploit his own strong points to get further as a go player. I don’t know whether that will do you any good in daily life. I know a handful of pros that are a bit strange socially and that also reflects on the go board a little. But if you have a good look how strong they play they demonstrate a terrible force in a less conventional approach. I think there are many ways for a human being to make peace with yourself, being satisfied in a positive way with who you are and what you do. Some do yoga exercises or a religion, others play go. One time I got into conversation with Go Seigen he also spoke of religion a lot. I felt strongly that for him the game of go was closely related to religion.
Attitude and technique
It is funny that my technique hasn’t really changed or improved much in recent years. Digging into difficult joseki or studying tesuji is not what made me grow stronger. Today more than ever, by the way, joseki study has come to be seen in an entirely different light. So many breakthroughs have been made; and countless corner patterns have been unsettled. The situation seems to be that a lot of joseki books have become out of date. One thing is for certain: so many complicated moves are possible that it will take some time before clarity can be brought about.During my years in Japan I have experienced a kind of mental growth and that is of the utmost importance for climbing higher up. For that matter, it is in no way perfect; sometimes I have little control of myself in a game and lose in a very unprofessional way. I have experienced a mental growth.
For the Fujitsu Cup in 2000 for instance I played against Florescu and I was properly taken in. After the opening my position was good, no, I thought it was even great. Thinking too much of this is a danger in itself, of course. Well, I thought I could easily wind up the game and didn’t pay the proper attention for a moment. Florescu got a chance and he exploited it in a masterly fashion. For once the fighting gets on its way it is just like a struggle for life or death between two cyclops that don’t really see what’s going on but make up for that with fighting spirit and power.
Once you have ended up in such a phase of exchanging right hooks and left straights it is very dangerous. Top players in Europe are fidgeting to use this raw power on the board and go for it all the way. They have an unbelievable fighting spirit. That is why it is very important to respect your opponent at all times and never to think that winning the game will be a piece of cake. This attitude is attained with the mental power every strong go player has.
Greed
Respect is important but on the other hand you need to learn and handle unrestrained avidity of the opponent. I have a good example from a couple of weeks back. In the morning I went shopping on foot and when I returned I saw that my bike had been pinched. I had owned it for a couple of years so this really p-put me in a bad mood. Just when I was going to open my front door my neighbor came out with a bike on the shoulders. I had another good look and it actually was my trusty bike, minus the lock then. I addressed the neighbor: ‘Say, that looks a lot like my bike.’And the man says without giving a wink: ‘Is that so? Well here you have it back.’ And he makes some small talk without offering an apology and acts like nothing has happened. At a moment like that you feel as if your opponent keeps playing tenuki while his stones are on the verge of death. A sort of a mixture of rage and indignation. Staying calm and considering carefully are of course the best things you can do but to demonstrate that self control isn’t always easy. The bike incident with my sticky handed neighbor finally ended before it began. However, on the go board it happens all too often that your opponent leaves you no choice but seriously to go for his stones and catch them. On the Internet often you seriously have to go for the opponent stones.
This goes especially for games I play on the Internet. Even top players who should know better keep on playing thin moves and simply ask to be taken advantage of. The trouble is that in lightning games this (playing too thinly) isn’t a bad idea at all. Under time pressure it isn’t easy to find the only correct sequence of moves that catches all the stones.A week or so back I played against Nakao Jungo, a 7-dan pro from Nagoya. That guy is really unbelievable; he seemed to play honte (the proper, honest move) every move; it was solid through and through and there wasn’t a cinch in his armour! This way of playing may be a bit typically Japanese style. People here sometimes seem to prefer losing with playing thick moves over winning with a sequence of thin moves.Anyway, it is absolutely wrong to lose your patience with your opponent and feel anger, although every once in a while this really is understandable. Definitely, when your opponent simply forces you to try and catch his stones, it often gives a bad feeling. Of course it is a legitimate and possible way of playing: ‘Ha ha, I’m not going to defend, I just keep taking away your territory and if you want to win this game you’re going to have to finish off my big group for a start.’ In a game where the players are approximately of equal strength this isn’t easy at all. Particularly with little time the ‘thin player’ will even get away with it. Countless times on the Internet Go Server I knew for gospel truth: if only I had five extra minutes I would certainly be able to catch his stones. Ah well, you don’t have that time and you fail, you lose, opponent happy.
Mental Power of fighting Spirit
In my view mental power is at least half of your playing strength. It is a kind of superconfidence, perhaps a combination of experience, knowledge of the game, and tenacity. When I played against the Japanese top pro Otake I encountered this. Through some cause or another Otake wasn’t at his best and he wanted a little too much. I managed to take advantage of that neatly and when I later spoke with pros who had been following the game I was told that through my successful action the game should have been over and Otake should have lost. What happened then during the game, I will not forget easily. I simply felt Otake’s mental power press down on my brain. I think you must have been in a similar situation to understand what I am talking about.All top players have this capacity to nail someone down and make him feel, as if hypnotized, that he is nothing but a victim who doesn’t stand a chance, seemingly with the power of the will alone. In Nagoya I had a similar experience in a game with Baba 9p. I fear I still have a lot of work to do before I can keep myself together enough and have a chance against go greats. The will to win can help here of course but Saijo once addressed me seriously about this. He told me that wanting to win at all costs reduces your chances of winning rather than enlarges them.top players have the capacity to make you feel like a victim who doesn’t stand a chance
The mental power I just mentioned and things like ‘kiai’ (fighting spirit), and the will to win all are important and at times necessary to play a good game. But a fine line separates exaggerating things from honest confidence.
But this apart, I really, and I mean really, was bent on winning the game for my promotion to 5-dan. Never before in my whole go career I had been so strongly determined to win a game. I had been preparing for this game mentally for a while already and among other things I had been talking seriously with Nakane 7p about how he had done it. Some pros need three or four tries to reach 5-dan, others never make it. You might compare it with toppling domino tiles. You need time to get so far that one more victory will bring you promotion. Lose that game and everything collapses and you can start all over again. For a lot of pros it takes some time before they have gotten over it.
Nếu trắng bỏ lỡ cơ hội pincer ở 1 mà đánh như trong hình 2 anh ta sẽ mất rất nhiều sau đen 4 . Cho đen tình thế rất thoải mái ở biên dưới và quân trắng tam giác sẽ rất yếu . ngay cả nếu trắng kéo dài ở O3 nhóm quân của anh ta cũng sẽ ở trong tình trạng dễ bị tấn công .
tất nhiên sau đen 2 trong hình 2 trắng có thể pincer ở 3 trong hình 3 nhưng sau đó với den 4 trắng bắt buộc phải đánh 5 .Khả năng tấn công đen cũng gần như trong hình 1 nhưng trắng mất cơ hội dựng ngoại thế ( moyo ) ở biên dưới và cũng mất cả tiên thủ (sente ) vì vậy đen có thể đánh ở 6 lấy điểm quan trọng .
